do you want me to write your name?
do you want me to tear it up?
do you want me to throw it in the garbage?
why didn't you know what to do. we all know what you were meant to do. we all know how to act. how to be good. even though we're struggling we're trying. why didn't you? why didn't you try? being depressed isn't an excuse you know! don't give me that torture bullshit. you just want to control us. to make us do what you want. all i wanted was for you to do the right thing.
it really isn't that hard, natalie. you treated everyone like shit. anyone else would know what to do. i would have never let that happen to me. what kind of a fucking retard would let that happen? what kind of person are you if you let someone do that to you? you must have enjoyed it, huh?
i must have meant so little to you. it's all gone now. because you *wanted* to cause pain. you put yourself over us at every possible chance we gave you. how could you. fucking selfish freak. stay the fuck away from us. i never want to see you come out of that cave ever again.
you're a bad person